I hate how he gets so angry at me in the car. I just sit there and shut up because i dont want to argue back. I hate how if i get behind a slow driver he starts cussing, reaches over and honks my horn. I wish he wouldnt start yelling at me when i make a wrong turn or a wrong lane change. I hate how he comes back with a smart ass comeback to things i say. I hate how he takes a joke to the head. I hate how he expects me to say i love you back when he was being so mean. I hate how he can be  so mean to me that i want to cry but i hold it in. I hate how long it takes him to realize how mean he was being to me and how sorry he is. I wish i could  change his ways, the most i can do is try. I wish he had more patience with me as much as i do have for him. Im going to try my best to teach him how to have patience. Im going to try my best to make him slow down and realize how much life is beautiful. Im going to try my best to calm him down and talk about everything that angers him. To show him how thankful he should be for just being alive. I dont know how much longer i can take this but the least i can do is help  him. Ha, as long as he lets me .